Daffodils (2019)

1
Check. Check. One, two.
How well do you
know your parents?
Before tonight,
I thought I knew mine.
But... I was wrong.
This is my dad.
You'd better go.
Holding my hand,
he told me stories he'd never told anyone.
It's easy to forget your parents
were once young, crazy things.
And I wonder if Mum realized...
how little she knew him.
Maisie...
Come on.
Get out of here.
My name is Maisie.
And this my parents' story.
One, two,
and three, and four...
It's a quarter after nine...
I'm at the front
of the line...
I've had a little wine
I'm tipsy
But... I'm gonna get it
I'm on a juice cleanse diet...
It's only my second night
I think I can combine it
with vodka
...vodka.
I think they let you do that
Anyway I'm gonna try it
'Cause that's the way
my night's going
I try to call you
You just ignore me
I thought that
we were friends but
I guess not anymore then
Or maybe I remind you
Of something you're afraid of
Or maybe I'm not useful
'Cause I can't make you famous
What the hell
And I'm out on the town
I'm tripping like a clown
One that keeps falling...
Ya... ya, ya, ya, ya
Oi, you gutless little shits!
It's only beer, Uncle.
Bullshit, it is. Put them back.
Come back!
Drink yourself more bliss
Forget about the last one
get yourself another
Drink...
Get out of it!
...yourself more bliss.
Have a stiff one all night
Everything is all right
Try and reach the bar
Coppers took the car
Offers from the sidewalk
Ya, ya, ya, ya
Drink yourself more bliss
Forget about the last one
get yourself another
Ya... ya, ya, ya, ya
ya, ya, ya, ya
Oh!
Hey!
Hey!
What do you think you're doing?
Feeding the ducks.
Really?
Just because you can't see them,
doesn't mean they're not there.
You can go now.
Do you want a ride?
Well, what other options
have you got?
Come on.
Come on.
Thanks.
Where to?
Rangiatea.
Where's that?
It's just past Otorohanga.
Otorohanga? That's...
That's like an hour away.
I can't take you that far, eh?
It's okay.
No, no. I'm, ah...
Hey...
Hey!
Fuck it.
I know it's late now
I know I ought to go
Ride in your car now
But please don't drop me home
My head's so heavy
Could this be all a dream?
Promise me maybes
And say things you don't mean
Let rain fall from
concrete-colored skies
No, boy Don't speak
now, you just drive
Drive, drive, drive
Speed me through
Make me feel alive
Alive
When I ride with you
Let rain fall from
concrete-colored skies
No, boy Don't speak now
Keith!
You just drive - Keith!
Hey. ROSE: Mmm?
This is your house, right?
Hmm. Yeah.
Gosh, that was quick.
Yeah. It was.
Okay? ROSE: Okay.
There we go. What's going on?
Is she all right?
Yeah. She's... She's fine.
Hey, Mum.
She's drunk. ROSE: Hi, dad.
Get that boy out of here. Ow.
She was just on the side
of the road there.
I think her friends
must've ditched her.
You've woken the whole
bloody house up, mate.
I think she's just had
a bit much to drink. Stand up!
Yeah That's obvious, isn't it?
Thanks for looking after her.
Oh, no worries.
Come out when you're sober.
Oh.
She's a mod
She's a mod
She's a mod
She's a mod
She's a mod She's
a mod She's a mod
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
She's a mod, she's a mod, yeah
She's a mod, she's a mod
She won't change anymore
Girl, now listen to me
Well, I've got
something to say
Well, if you chop
and change anymore
I won't have the money to pay
Fellas, she was once a drag
And then the black leather
caught her eye
Oh, after being
a rocker for a week
Hello?
She's a mod and I wonder why
Hi.
Hello.
Excuse me...
Um...
She's a mod, she's a mod,
she's a mod, yeah, yeah Hi.
Hello!
Hey... Hi.
Dad told me you worked here.
Um, are you planning
on buying something?
Yeah. Do you want a hand?
No.
You got anything in mind?
Beatles?
Beatles?
You might want to check out
the "B" section then...
Ah, your... your folks
weren't too angry?
No. They're fine...
now.
I suppose I should say,
thank you.
I suppose you should.
So, there he is.
Um... I live in town now, here.
So, are you gonna
ask me out or...
How embarrassing. Ah... ah.
Ah, hey. Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Who is she? Shhh...
Your mom doesn't
like me that much.
She... doesn't like anyone.
You don't get it...
She made it pretty clear
that I'm not the guy
you bring home
for a Sunday roast.
But you could be.
Pick me up at six... YWCA.
Sorry.
Ta da! Up! Up! Up!
Ooh. That's very red.
Well, he won't
notice you if it's not.
He's late.
Maybe he's not coming.
Oh, of course he is.
Don't act too keen.
They won't say much.
But... They can tell
if you're nervous.
I'm not nervous. Mmm.
Make him do all the work. Oh.
Act like you don't care.
Rose! Eric's here!
Okay, Rose. You know what to do.
Hey.
Do you know what
room number Rose is in?
Umm... Yeah. She's in Room 20.
But I'm in Room 25.
Thanks.
What?
Am I late or something?
Hey!
Come on, girl Just come round
I may be crazy but I'm not
dumb
Why you looking so down
When you're so wired?
Hey!
Why go into town?
Come over to my house
Come on, girl Just come round
I may be crazy
but I'm not dumb
I may be crazy Go.
But I'm not too young
It's not that bad.
Shit!
- Oh!
- Hey!
You two! Out!
You know the rules.
No swearing!
I'm so sorry. I just...
didn't mean. Out!
Do you always get kicked out?
That was horrible.
No, no. That was
the best thing ever.
Shit!
No.
Come on, boy Just come round
I may be crazy
but I'm not dumb
I may be crazy
but I'm not too young
To love you
I won't be fooled again...
You're not a bad dancer.
Not bad?
You sound surprised.
Do you think
I'd be a "shit" one?
You're not gonna
let that go, are you?
Ah... Shit no.
Got a problem with that, Popsey?
Popsey?
Yeah, like popcorn.
I had to give you something.
I'm gonna use the powder room.
Ah did you want
to meet my friends?
I'll come find you. Yeah.
You sure? Yep.
Okay. Thanks.
Come on, boy Just come round
I may be crazy
but I'm not dumb
Excuse me.
Do you want to go dance?
Um, yeah. I'll... I'll come
find you in a second.
Oh. Just a moment.
I may be crazy
but I'm not dumb
I may be crazy
but I'm not too young
To love you
I won't be fooled again
Oh, no, no
Oh, no Oh, oh, oh
Where are you off to?
Why were you dancing
with that girl?
Would have been rude not to.
Hey Rose... Rose... Rose!
I'm going home, okay?
Then again
What's so bad about dying?
Then again
What's so bad about dying?
If I ever told you
I was not afraid...
I would be lying
Oh, no... no
Oh, no Oh, oh, oh
Woo!
Hold on. It's gonna get bumpy.
Oh! Shit...
Oh, shit! Woo! Woo!
Shit!
Shit! Shit!
He's exactly the same.
He just goes and goes and goes, and Mum,
it just... It drives her
completely crazy.
So, what do you do
for your family holidays?
Well, I just help out my dad.
Cleaning business.
Ooh.
Yeah.
So, when I'm a gonna
meet your dad?
Just... so you know...
I'm a virgin. And I just wanted to
tell in case you expected anything.
What would I expect?
I don't know.
Ah, I was gonna wait
until I dropped you back,
but I'm gonna be going
away soon.
Going where?
England.
Europe... America maybe.
Full fathom five...
I mean, there's so much to see.
I'm gonna go through
the Panama Canal.
Someday I'll lie
And I've been
planning it for ages.
You know, there's these clubs...
in London, and...
Singing songs that come...
Bands just play music non-stop.
...from dead men's tongues
How long you going for?
Year or two.
Anchor me...
Now, I'm not... sure yet.
Anchor me...
You know, I... I've never
been anywhere before.
And I want to go, you know,
before I end up stuck here...
As the compass turns...
like, in some... shit job.
...and the glass it falls
Like my Dad.
Where the storm clouds roll
And the gulls they call
Anchor me...
Are you gonna have
a going away party?
Yeah, yeah.
Family's thinking about it.
You should invite me.
Hey.
No. Just stay.
Anchor me
In the middle
of your deep blue sea
Anchor me.
Anchor me
In the middle
of your deep blue sea
Anchor me
Anchor me
Where the banshees cry
And the bells they sound
When you lift me high
When you pull me down
When you pull me down
When you pull me down
Anchor me...
Barry! BARRY: Speech.
In the middle of your
Deep blue sea...
I'd like to make a speech.
Anchor me We don't
know where he's going.
But it won't be far enough for
me and Isabel. Anchor me...
That's all I can say.
No, no, no, no. CROWD: Aww...
No, look. Seriously.
We're actually surprised
that he's actually
gonna go anywhere.
Never a very good traveler when
he was a kid. In the back...
crying. CROWD: Aww...
being miserable. I hope you're
gonna be better on the boat, son.
Don't get sick,
like you did on Waikaremoana,
when you threw up all over your mother.
Poor thing.
It wasn't so bad.
But today we say goodbye... Sayonara.
Here's to Eric. Bon Voyage, boy.
Bon Voyage.
You all right? Fine. It's fine.
I'll just top up my lemonade.
She's pretty that one, eh?
Shhh. Stop! Stop!
Shhh. Shhh.
Hey. Hey, she's in a hurry.
Forget about her, mate.
You're out of here Tuesday.
I'll see you in there. Right-oh.
Hey! Mum! Mum!
Ooh, look. There he is!
There he is!
You guys look after Mum, okay?
What?
I will write. I'll write lots.
I look at the sunrise...
I look at it burn
I look into your eyes
I don't know where to turn
I'm gonna drift into that void
I'm flying through space
I'm an asteroid
Time doesn't take place
when you're paranoid
Thinking about you
and nothing else
Oh.
Stuart.
Eric.
Think I'm getting
the hang of this.
Dear, Rose...
Letter for Rose.
Ooh.
Popsey, I hope you don't
mind that I wrote to you.
They put me in a cabin
with a bloke with bagpipes.
His name is Stuart. Oh, Jesus...
And Stuart likes to practice,
most days.
Coming out tonight?
No. I think I'm gonna stay
in tonight, Stuart.
We'll miss you.
Bless, oh Lord,
this food to our use.
Thanks for your photo.
Nice to know someone is thinking of me.
Thinking about you,
You think about me
Thinking about you,
I'm counting the beat
Thinking about you...
Thinking about me
Thinking about just you and me
La-dah-da-de There ain't
no place I'd rather be
In Jesus' name... Amen.
Amen.
Help yourselves.
It was good to get
your letter, Popsey.
Didn't think you'd write back,
if I'm honest.
Sorry for calling it
a "secretary school".
It's a technical college.
I'm sure there's
a big difference.
There is.
Yeah, that brings me back to...
Come on. My one and only chance.
Happy New Year, Popsey, I hope no
boy has anything to do with you tonight.
But I hope you enjoy yourself.
Oh, Ladies and Gentlemen.
New Year's is upon us.
Ten... nine...
I'm counting the beat, two, three,
four, five ...eight... seven...
I'm feeling the heat,
glad to be alive ...six... five...
I'm counting the beat, six, seven,
eight, nine ...four... three...
I'm wishing that you,
that you were mine ...two... one!
Happy New Year!
Thinking about you,
you're thinking about me...
Thinking about you,
and counting the beat...
Thinking about you
Thinking about me
Thinking about just you and me
La-dah-da-de,
There ain't no place I'd rather be
La-da-de-da,
la-da-de-da, la-da-de-da
London is so different
from home.
I don't even think
I could begin to describe it.
It's nothing like Hamilton.
Don't worry about me
in these rough dives.
It's a great education.
Rose...
I can't shake
the thought of you.
What?
Rose!
Anyway... write back soon.
And, Rose, keep yourself for me.
It's really beautiful.
Collect call
from Eric Williams in London.
Yes.
Hi.
Rose, is that you, baby?
Ah, hello?
I
Can't hear you. Speak up, Popsey.
Is that you, Eric?
Popsey... Ah, I can't hear you.
- Put your Dad on the line.
- It's a very bad line.
I've got to ask him something.
It's important.
- Can you hear me?
- Rose...
I wanna do things right.
I just can't hear you, Eric.
Eric... ROSE: It's embarrassing.
If you call collect
one more time...
I'm bleeding to death
On a cloudless day
A three/four heartbeat
A waltzing away
Yeah, I'm thinking about you
Thinking about me
Thinking about you
Thinking about you and me
La-dah-da-de
There ain't no place
I'd rather be
Rose, you've got a package!
- Ooh!
- It's from London!
Ooh!
Ooh, London.
Rose, is that
what I think it is?
Oh, my goodness.
Rose, I wanna hear you say it.
Rose, are you gonna tell me?
Rose?
Yes.
What else was I supposed to say?
Hello my friend
It's morning, time to wake now
Your body and mine
Entwined will have
to break now
But I want your flesh
Your warmth
to stay beside me...
Oh, how I wish
You could be deep inside me
Please stand.
Show me your eyes
Your love, most tender feeling
In the holy bond of marriage.
I do.
And I'll give you mine
Be truthful and revealing
Will you have this man?
I do.
'Cause it's you that I love
And it's true that I love
And it's love
not given lightly
But I knew this was love
And it's you that I love
And it's more
than what it might be
Yeah. Wrong way.
Yeah, all looking at me.
Rose is married.
Yeah, that's the silly one.
It's okay. Just don't
worry about it. I know.
It's better if it sits back.
Just a little.
I know. But...
Slightly to the left.
A little step.
And I'm getting a cuddle as well.
What about
if Barry goes on that side.
Yeah. That's...
As far away as possible
from my wife.
And swap places with the
person to the left of you.
Oh, the other way.
Just glancing up that way. Okay.
'Cause it's you that I love
Back the other way.
And every word I say is true
About bloody time.
Whakatane, son. I tell you,
you'll be late
to your own funeral.
Now listen...
Speech!
You all know me. Barry,
father of the groom.
Make him go away.
I've prepared something,
a speech
that I've been planning.
Some of you might remember
that we weren't always
in the cleaning business.
My grandparents,
they were in flowers,
before that.
Feed him to the sheep.
Oh, he's not so bad.
Well, they had a little shack
down by the lake.
Sold all kinds of flowers.
And in that last section
down there
where all the daffodils grow,
well, there
I saw, walking with her sister,
this most beautiful creature.
Isabel.
Eric's mum.
Aww.
Well.
Me being me, of course,
I had to go over and say
Gidday, didn't it?
And then nine months
later, boom.
There he is, the little fella.
Well, then this cheeky bugger
comes home one day.
And he says, "Dad, I've meet
this bird down by the daffodils."
I went, "What, son?"
Who'd have thought, eh?
What are the odds
that two generations...
Two generations
meet at exactly the same place?
Million to one, eh Barry?
Bloody right.
A million to one. So...
What can I say
Let us raise our glasses.
The words destroy all meaning
A million to one.
A million to one.
To get across this feeling
'Cause it's you that I love
and it's true that I love
And it's love
not given lightly
But I knew this was love
And it's more than
what it might be
Cause it's you that I love
And it's true that I love
And it's love
not given lightly
But I knew this was love
And it's you that I love
And it's more
than what it might be
And every word I say is
Bye Mr. and Mrs. Williams!
Hey.
Are you okay?
It's all they had.
It's perfect.
Hmm.
It's plastic.
They're out of season.
We're here.
Which one is it?
It's the gray one.
We can paint it.
Oh, wow!
Holy shit.
Wow. Holy shit.
Jesus Christchurch.
Probably, should have
checked it out first, huh?
Hello.
Hello.
Reckon it'll make
a good love nest?
Definitely got
the nest part right, eh?
Hey, you've always
wanted a cat, right?
Yeah, why?
Hey, it's only temporary.
It's a good doer-upper, eh?
Right. I'll just chuck
it any old place, then.
You said it was yesterday
Don't even think
about taking that yet.
Do you listen
to a bit of opera? Hey.
Yesterday's another day
Oh, I'll pinch a few
posters from the record shop.
Had a lot of make-believe
Where do you want
to put the speaker, man?
I don't know if it's you
Or if it's me
I don't know
Tally ho, tally ho
See you later.
I love you.
Love you.
Your father thinks
it's leaky pipes
in the walls, love.
We need to air the place.
Hang everything out,
before mold gets to it.
How is your linen looking?
Hey
Your grandmother
would turn in her grave...
I'm doing okay
Don't remember inviting you in
So we could
start fighting again
I'm happy on my own
You need a place of your own, love.
So give up go home
A bit of grass for baby.
I've got every reason
Why I should ask you
to leave and
Never come back again
Maybe, if Eric was working
somewhere better...
Better than a record store.
Oh, yeah
Hey!
So you'll have it your way
You're forever ignoring me
When I say to stop calling
Why you getting in my face?
I don't need the stress
You're playing the victim
Without ever considering
Maybe this is not about you
You
It's not about you
So, tally ho
It's not about you
You
It's not about you
So tally ho!
Go, tally ho
You said it was yesterday
But yesterday's another day
You said it was yesterday,
but yesterday is another day.
Hey! What are you doing?
Hey, come on.
I know that we're a bit shit.
But we really need the practice.
One, two, three, four.
I don't know if it's you
Or if it's me
I don't know
Tally ho, tally ho!
Hey. Are you all right?
Yep.
The boys called.
So I'll be back later.
Ah, Mum offered to come stay.
Just until the baby comes.
Well, if that's what you want.
It's not what I want.
Hey!
You're really ruining my day
Heard 21 million
Of your extended opinions
On how I ought to live my
life You've made your choice.
I take my own advice.
I can tell
you're not listening
When I'm explaining
that this thing
Has never ever been about you
Mum! Just go.
You
It's not about you
So tally ho!
I don't know if it's you
Just let it go now
Or if it's me
You'll be okay
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know if it's you
Just let it go now
Or if it's me
You'll be okay
I've managed bands before.
No way.
Yeah, man. Really?
This... Actually this
could be quite cool.
Go! Go! Tally ho!
Eric, it's time for
everyone to go home.
Hey. I feel sick.
You've got to meet this guy.
He's a band manager.
Hi, lovely to meet you.
Well, this could be
a big opportunity, love.
Big opportunity.
Mmm. Tally ho!
Go! Go!
Go!
Go tally ho!
Hey, you haven't seen Rose,
have you?
Go!
Go! Go! Go!
- Rose!
- Go, go. Tally ho!
Go! Go!
Go, go, tally ho!
What do you want?
Well, go on. Spit it out
or help out.
Rose won't come home.
Well.
No surprises there then, huh?
Mmm?
Well, no girl
is gonna wanna live
in your fucking shithole
of a place, are they?
You need money?
Is that why you're here?
I'm not like you.
Not done any of the things
that you've done.
How can mum stand you?
Your mum can spot a good
provider when she sees one.
Jumped straight at it, mate.
You know, maybe you
should try that, eh?
Try providing for once...
Don't you fuckin' dare, son.
You want a fuckin'
have a go, son?
Well, let me tell you something.
You thought marrying her
was gonna be easy. Huh?
Girls like her, mate,
they never take a step back.
Look at you, you little boy.
Huh?
When are you gonna get it
into your thick skull, eh?
You're mine. My boy.
Fuckin' not.
You want my help?
Yes or no?
Yes or no?
I told you
you're not welcome here.
Eileen, no offence,
but fuck off!
You don't have my permission.
Rose!
You're trespassing!
Rose!
She's better off here. Eric!
Rose!
Haven't got anything
better to do?
You enjoy this, don't you?
You enjoy making it clear
that I'm not good enough
for her.
Well, with this kind
of behavior...
You're proving it, aren't you?
Yeah? I am. I really fucking am!
Get in the car, Rose!
Get in the car.
You heard me.
Rose?
Love, you don't
have to go with him.
Rose.
Ugh.
Bub has missed you.
What is this?
How can we afford all this?
Hey.
Look at you.
Thank you.
Don't come to the house.
Here's one my dad taught me.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
There is no depression
in New Zealand
There are no sheep
on our farms
or have another baby.
Oh, no.
We can all keep perfectly calm
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
but mostly
from unbalanced people.
Wait!
You've crushed the bloody
hose, you idiot.
Think.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Everybody's talking
about World War III
Everybody, everybody
Everybody's talking
about World War III
But we're as safe
as safe can be
There's no unrest
in this country
We have no
Dole queues
We have no
Drug addicts
We have no
Racism
We have no
Sexism, sexism
No, no, no
I used to do things
and say things
And Jesus I was evil
Say things and break things
And Jesus I was evil
I never shook babies
I've never beat no ladies
Oh, oh, oh, oh
REPORTER: Protesters mounted
their most determined effort
of the tour, just...
Bloody bucket, mate.
I needed it, like,
ten minutes ago.
Jesus Christ.
Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, darling.
You're burning up.
Shall we go get your dad?
Hey!
Stop fucking around
and use your brains.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Hey, honey.
Does he always
talk to you like that?
Because you don't
have to work for him.
Not if he talks
to you like that.
Probably why you're feeling so
offhand at the moment.
There is no depression
in New Zealand
I used to do things,
and I say things
There are no sheep
on our farms
I used to say things
And break things
There is no depression
in New Zealand
Now I comb my hair a
million times a week Oh, no!
We can all keep
Perfectly calm
Perfectly calm
Perfectly calm
Perfectly calm
Perfectly calm
Hello.
Yeah.
Come on, Maisie. Shhh, shhh.
Hey, calm down.
I can't hear what you're saying.
Why are you calling me?
What?
Hey. Don't do that.
Just... just stop.
Fuck. Just give me a fuckin' second.
Okay? Just stop.
Hey, bubba.
Why?
Are you okay?
Where are you?
Yep.
Okay.
Just gonna pop out for a bit.
I won't be long.
So, what's he done now?
You'll take him with you?
Where is he?
He was holding his arm.
Thought he was teasing me.
Oh, fuck!
I couldn't tell you
over the phone. Hey, Dad.
Ah, hey, dad.
Hey.
Dad!
He's not supposed
to be here. So...
What are you doing?
Back off! Get out!
No. You said you'd take him.
Eric, please. Get him out.
Get out! Get out!
Eric, please. Please!
Eric, please.
Get him out of here.
Eric. Please...
Eric?
Please?
He talked about you...
He said you were good
at keeping things to yourself.
Shut up.
My husband is not so nice.
- Shut up. Please, shut up.
- Not like you.
He'll take my kids
if he finds out.
Fuck...
He'll tell everyone.
Fuck...
Fuck...
Hey, what are you doing?
Stay away!
Stay the fuck away.
I'm really close tonight
And I feel like
I'm moving inside her
Lying in the dark
And I think that
I'm beginning to know her
Let it go
I'll be there when you call
Whenever I fall
At your feet
You let your tears
Rain down on me
Whenever I touch
Your slow turning pain
You're hiding from me now
There's something in
the way that you're talking
Words don't sound right.
But I hear them all
moving inside you
Go
I'll be waiting when you call
Whenever I fall
At your feet
You let your tears
Rain down on me
Whenever I touch
Your slow turning pain
The finger of blame
has turned upon itself
And I'm more than willing
to offer myself
Do you want my presence
or need my help?
Who knows where
that might lead?
When I fall
Who called the other night?
One of the boys...
blew an engine.
Hey, Dad.
Hey. You finished Pop's card?
Yeah.
Oh, it's so good.
Come on. Let's go.
It's pretty weird, eh? Yeah.
Go and have a play.
Okay.
I just want to thank
everyone for coming to the house,
and for saying goodbye to Dad.
Right, you put those
on the table, dear.
All right.
Barry always did the speeches.
So...
I don't know what to say really.
At this point,
Barry would have trod on up...
told me to sit my arse back
down, and shut up.
So for Barry,
I'm going to sit my arse back down
and shut up. Thanks.
No.
Oh yeah. If anyone is looking
for a work van...
vacuums and stuff like that,
Mum is selling the lot.
So... come and see me.
Hey.
Hey, Eric.
I told you to stay away.
Oh, Isabel. Thank you so much.
It was a lovely send off...
Okay, then. Bye.
Fuck.
What are you doing here?
Eh?
We don't need to go...
I just came
to give you something.
Shhh. Shhh.
I had to come...
No, no. You didn't.
They're all happy
not knowing shit.
Why would you fuck it up?
He left it.
I thought you might like it.
Mum, come on.
Woo!
Woo. Let's go!
Hey!
You're on your own
I'd like to come meet you
and walk you home
But instead I'll stay away
It seems that that's all
that you want these days
Ready?
The light's gone out
I feel like I'm
crawling around in the dark
When you don't say
what you mean
You look lovely.
It's clear that we're
falling apart at the seams
How can you hold me
While feeding me lies?
Gidday, Terry.
How could you be keeping all
these secrets buried deep inside?
How are you? Yeah, good.
Why can't you see that
You push me away?
How are the kids?
I'm getting further
with every word
That you forget to say
Growing up really fast,
aren't they?
How can you hold me
and treat me this way?
What would you like to drink?
Just a shandy.
A shandy?
A shandy.
Shit!
I saw you veering
off the road
I told you that I wouldn't let it
go, didn't I, Popsey?
I couldn't carry on alone
Come, Popsey. Come for a boogie.
I don't feel
like dancing. Thanks.
I never asked you for a reason
Now why even leave the house,
if you don't want to be here?
Not in front of these people.
That I had things wrong
In front of who?
In front of these people?
That things somehow
turn around and change
What, are you too good
to dance with me?
I hoped that things
would change
But how can you hold me?
I'll find my own way home.
While feeding me lies?
How could you be keepig
all these secrets
Buried deep inside
Why can't you see that
You push me away?
Well, I'm getting further
with every word
That you forget to say
How can you hold me
and treat me this way?
Talk to me...
Talk to me...
How can you hold me?
Grab the spoons, Gracie.
Are you ticklish under there?
Hey.
Hello, dear.
You all right?
Oh my goodness,
have you finished your cake?
Where's my little birthday girl?
Oh, there you are.
Hey, bubba. Happy Birthday.
Are you excited about going
to the beach tomorrow?
Eh? And what about Mum?
Did you get lots
of presents? Yeah?
Where's my other big girl. Hey.
We don't really talk much,
do we? Not very good at it.
Bred us that way, our mothers...
Least said, fastest mended...
I always remember that
from when I was a kid.
Barry had a couple
of other kids.
Eric ever tell you that?
No. No.
Didn't tell me either.
Eric likes to think
that I don't know,
because if I did...
You know, how could I?
How could I let Barry?
We don't have a choice, Rose.
As long as he comes home...
That's all that matters.
Three, four, five, six.
Who's gonna give Mum
the daffodils?
Me and Maisie.
You can give her one too.
Thank you. I'll carry one.
After lunch we can go
for a swim, all right?
Okay.
Oh, look at these.
Oh. Thanks sweetie.
Hey. You can sit outside.
I can bring you
your sandwiches out there.
Come on, Maisie.
Ooh. Won't be long.
Rose...
Hey...
Don't touch me. Hey...
Do you give her daffodils?
The woman that you came
home smelling of the...
The night that Barry died.
Do you give her daffodils?
My hands
Please tell me.
Are tied
Oh, I could be a victim
It was the musk.
When my tongue
Won't move
It was all over the sheets
I had to wash them
three times to get it out.
You have it tied
in your heartstrings
It was her, eh?
When I needed you most
The one that
showed up late to the wake?
I couldn't find the language
And you walked her in,
in front of everyone,
In front of me.
It was so embarrassing.
When I needed you more
I couldn't say a word
Do you love her?
My hands truly tied
Do you love her?
Yeah I know, I'm a prisoner
When my tongue wouldn't move
No, you don't love her, or...
Or no, it wasn't her.
You had it tied
in your heartstrings again
Because I can't do this anymore.
When I needed you most
I couldn't find the language
Say something, Eric.
I needed you more
I couldn't say a word
Say something, Eric. I really...
I need you
to say something, please.
Say something, and I will stay.
But you're not, you're not
even trying to hold on.
I don't know.
I gave up everything.
My mum was right about you.
And I never thought
she'd be right.
No. No, it's not true.
Your hands are cold That's
why I try to contain you
Now my words are cursed
No I told you,
I don't want to stay.
Get off!
Heap on the ground
Next day I'm so proud
You made a promise
to me, Eric. You promised me.
I haven't got a clue.
You broke my heart,
and you know what?
What kind of a man
are you for our daughters?
It's too late. I don't love you.
Do you hear me? I hate you.
Just get out!
When I needed you most
Is this what you want?
You stayed away
I should have known.
You're just like him.
Barry would be proud.
Girls, come on. We're going.
I was four the last
time we saw our parents
in the same room together.
Did Dad think,
we were better off without him?
Are you there, Eric?
When we talked...
I'm just gonna check
your eyes, darling.
He kept going back
to the last time he saw Mum.
I'll say goodbye
Even though I'm blue
Even though I'm blue
Even though I'm blue
Darling, I'll say goodbye
Even though I'm blue
Even though I'm blue
Even though I'm blue
I never thought
you'd break my heart
I should have known it
from the start
That's why I'm telling you
This is what I saw through
I turn away
as you close the door
Darling, I'll say goodbye
It was the worst thing
you could do
You don't know what
you put me through
That's why I'm telling you
This is what I saw through
I turn away
as you close the door
Darling, I'll say goodbye
Even though I'm blue
Even though I'm blue,
I'll say goodbye to you
Darling, I'll say goodbye
Even though I'm blue
Even though I'm blue,
I'll say goodbye to you
Darling, I'll say goodbye
Even though I'm blue
Even though I'm blue,
I'll say goodbye to you
Darling, I'll say goodbye
Even though I'm blue
I'll only say goodbye
because you want me to
I called Mum...
asked her come meet me.
If he could have
found the words...
what would Dad have said?
Where would he want me to start?
Shit!
Remember, Mum?
Shit!
Shit! Shit!
Shit! Shit!
I'm sorry.
What else did he tell you?
I started...
with the one thing
Dad wished he'd done.
How can you hold me
While feeding me lies
How could you be
keeping all these secrets
Very deep inside
Why can't you see that
You push me away
I'm getting further with
every word
That you forget to say
How can you hold me
And treat me this way
The pull is gone
I don't know why
I'm still holding on
I can't read your mind
But I'm hoping that
things will improve with time
How can you hold me
While feeding me lies
How could you be keeping
all these secrets
Buried deep inside
Why can't you see that
You push me away
I'm getting further with
every word that you forget to say
How can you hold me
And treat me this way?
I saw you veering off the road
Why do you act this way?
I couldn't carry on alone
I never asked for a reason
Instead I chose to hope
That I had things wrong
And that things would
somehow turn around and change
I hope that things will change
But how can you hold me
While feeding me lies?
How could you be keeping
all these secrets
Buried deep inside?
Why can't you see that
You push me away
I'm getting further with
every word that you forget to say
How can you hold me
And treat me this way
How can you hold me
Talk to me
How can you hold me
Talk to me
Talk to me
Talk to me
Baby we don't have much time
To say Exactly
what's been on your mind
We don't have much choice
So go ahead, Use your voice
I've thought about it
Every day
I've racked my brains
to find another way
Despite how much I wish it
I won't belong to you
'Cause no one in this world
would vouch for us two
And though I fight to feel it
It's a pleasure marred by pain
I'll long have left
the gate before
They ever board the plane
Baby we don't have much time
To say Exactly
what's been on your mind
We don't have much choice
So go ahead, use your voice
I've thought about it
every day
I've racked my brains
to find another way
And despite how much I wish it
I won't belong to you
'Cause no one in this world
would vouch for us two
And though I fight to feel it
It's a pleasure marred by pain
I'll long have left
the gate before
They ever board the plane
So go ahead and move
your bishop
Cause your rook
is on the floor
And the queen has lined the pawns
up and they're marching out the door
And if only I knew the code
Then I would
wind the wheels to stop
I will give anything in this world
for just a minute off this clock
Baby we don't have much time
To say exactly
What's been on your mind
I've thought about it
Every day
Damned if I could find a way